i havent lived long but sometimes i feel as if i have lived too much. i want to be someone that you can look back to and see/understand what i tried to do. i have dreams and i will pursue them. but, i am scared of what beholds in my future. i must workk hard for what i want because… thats life. i have made mistakes but i try to learn from them and im not repeating them anymore. i want to do something extrodinary. to be someone inspiring and and to live a life i can look back on and smile.
i have let go of friends, morals, beliefs, but in that i have gained new ones. i have become a different person. i didint really know why i did it at first but i am finally beginning to understand that i changed, i didnt want those things. it wasnt anyone but me. and i am happy with who i am and what i am doing.
